I like being spanked but my partner is worried about hurting me. What should we do?
I finally managed to tell me boyfriend that I enjoy being spanked. He seemed to like the idea and we have done it a few times but he says he is worried about hurting me. What can I do to help him overcome this?
If your partner's feeling conflicted, and understandably so, the key is consent and communication. It is vital that you take the time to explain to him how being spanked makes you feel, what it is about it that turns you on and why you don't feel he's hurting you in the way he might think. He needs to understand that and see how it works for you in order to be able to shift how he views the act from something potentially harmful to something you want and enjoy. Knowing that he is providing you with an exciting and desirable experience will help both of you find pleasure in the act.
The fact that your partner understands that what he is doing is potentially harmful is actually a good thing, as there are always risks involved with this kind of play. It's up to you as a couple to explore where that boundary between pain for pleasure and bad pain is. And the only way to really establish that is to experiment. Good communication is essential here to ensure things don't go too far. I really recommend that you think about having a safeword, not only for your protection but also for his as this way he can be reassured that if something is wrong you have a very clear, obvious way of communicating that.
As I said, having these kind of worries is a completely understandable and common reaction when first experimenting with impact play and it will certainly help your partner if you reassure him of this . A great book that deals with this well is "The Loving Dominant" by John and Libby Warren. I recommend it as a resource for both you and your partner.