"You know what I'm into?" your partner asks.
"No, what?" you say, excited at the sexy possibilities.
But then they say something you are so not into, and all that excitement drains away.
It can be a very anxiety-provoking experience, when your partner reveals kinks you don't share. In work with clients who are BDSM and kink practitioners, I run into this. And, yes, I even encounter it in my own dating life
It can be difficult to know how to proceed at moments like these. Yet, one crucial step is figuring out why your partner is sharing their kink and what their expectations from you are moving forward. Here's what to do if your partner shares a turn-on that turns you off.
Scenario 1: "I'm into X." Full stop.
Sometimes people share their kinks because they want you to know them better. That's it. That's the whole reveal. The whole purpose here is just to share, so you have a better understanding of who they are and what makes them tick.
It doesn't even matter if you're into it or not to them, so long as you don't shame them for liking it.
Kinksters are known for tossing around one very common phrase: Your kink is not my kink.
You'll also hear its validating cousin: Your kink is OK.
When your partner reveals a kink, don't assume that you have to participate, or even be enthusiastic. They may just be sharing a part of themselves. That's OK - and so is the fact that you're not into it.
Scenario 2: "I'm into X. I want you to do X with me. You don't need to be into it, though."
Yes, it's time consuming and can be kind of boring to indulge kinks you don't share with a partner. But so long as they return the favor and indulge a few of yours, this can be a pretty equitable and mutually gratifying situation.
Sometimes even if you aren't getting sexual gratification out of a specific act, you can derive other benefits from it.
I had a client whose partner had a foot fetish that was very important to him. She was perfectly fine with his playing with her feet. Admiring them. She was even open to giving him foot jobs, a sexual practice much like hand jobs where she would rub his penis with her feet.
It was a trade-off, she said. He was very gracious about massaging her feet, which felt great to her, so she figured she'd indulge his kink. They both got something out of the deal.
Countless others have found that participating in a kink with a partner has cemented their bond emotionally, even when it's one that they don't personally share.
The key here is that your partner is also willing to accommodate acts that you're interested in that aren't exactly their cup of tea either. If they don't, then the one-sided nature can quickly lead to resentment.
Scenario 3: "I'm into X. I want you to do X with me and be into it too."
Sometimes indulging a partner's kink might not be enough for them. They want you not only to indulge their kink but to share it and get gratification out of it.
This is where things start to get a little tricky. Kinks can be incredibly personal. What your partner finds sexy simply might not do anything for you. While your partner might be quite excited about the idea of indulging their fantasies and having you be equally titillated, it's unreasonable and an exercise of poor boundaries to demand that someone else be into the same things we're into.
Thankfully, I've found that this third scenario is more rare than the first two. Still, it does rear its head from time to time.
When it happens, there are a few options:
- Refuse to participate in the activity.
- Let them know it isn't your thing but that you're willing to try it with them with an open mind, making no promises about how much you'll enjoy it (or won't).
- Go along with their kink and pretend to enjoy it.
The last option is really not recommended. Much like faking orgasms, pretending to be into someone else's kink when you're not can lead to a vicious cycle where you're engaging in deception that robs you of actual gratification, wastes your time, and breeds resentment for them.
Scenario 4: "I'm not into X, but I think you Aare. I'm going to do X to please you."
I worked with one client whose boyfriend randomly surprised her by wearing a garter belt and stockings in the bedroom. While it didn't offend her, she was a bit confused by this act, as cross-dressing wasn't a turn-on for her.
As it turns out, it wasn't for her boyfriend, either. Instead, he'd been sexually dominated by a partner in the past that was really turned on by cross-dressing and feminization play (e.g., putting make up on him, etc), and he'd assumed (wrongly) that his new lover would want the same things from him.
Once they sorted this miscommunication out, it struck her as funny, but up until that point, she was quite worried about it, especially the possibility that it could be something he wanted her to be into as well.
Ways to Sort Out the Difference
First and foremost, be honest about your lack of interest in any kink your partner brings up. Something simple and straightforward like, "I'm glad you told me, but it's not really something I'm into."
Then, observe their reaction, and consider asking the following questions:
- Is this something you want to explore with me?
- Would you be disappointed if we did this together and I didn't get anything out of it?
- Would you be willing to try kinks of mine that aren't your thing?
You don't have to love your partner's kinks - or even participate in them. You do, however, have to be fair and respectful. Open, honest, and non-judgmental communication between you and your partner can go a long way!